fly as lovebirds..

I am out of words sometimes stretched out the wings of iridescence
emotions forcing their way out manytimes
but still I stand in mere silence.

allow me to hold thy hand
entwine your fingers into mine
enough for the swift of that magicwand
to change my life mystically fine.

lets amble down the streets of passion
strewing the fragrance of the loveflowers
lets weave the web of dreams and compassion
and get drenched in the rainy showers.

lets walk into a sweet trance
where i can unfold my words
lets take that dreamy chance
where we can fly as lovebirds

Catch hold of that EUPHORIA...

It is increasingly hard to stomach the growing pain inside the soul
It is increasingly hard to put up
the declining rates of your spirit on whole

Rugged up all weather
sitting all alone
Dwelling in an armour
capped up and frown

Approach to life when changes
when in for short of words
Crammed into a world where you don't belong
slithering on the frictionless guards

What have you thought to be consciously designed
by the ever almighty smiling on your side
That beam you owned
withered out into an enemy world so wide

Pleading for a placebo
running in for peace
Trying to innovate a cornetto
which could blow the pain into a musical face

Not easy as it seems
not easy as it is realized
It needs a lot of self structural dreams
It need a lot strength well organized

But nothing is impossible
when its taken to win the race of enthusia
Nothing is impossible
to catch hold of that euphoria

Getting into my wonderful life again...

I refused to believe It happened!
As though it was incredible to imagine..
As though it was ridiculous in reality..
Unusual as people always say
Apparent but still a paradise sway..
When my brain waves started to slow down
When my fantasies went on a drown
A harsh tightening of loneliness when overwhelmed
A pinned down soul when moaned
Though everyone was near by
I felt I was on an ocean passing by
My wings when got tired
My dreams when got withered
You entered my life
Perception of life was so optimistic for me
Even though I know I was knocking the pessimism’s door
Sitting on my knee
Wrapped up feelings had no way out
Frozen thoughts had no way to shout
I am an icon…of liveliness
I know
I am an inspiration to many
I know
Still was waving hands at explosion
Burning in my heart
You were not a flash of light….to show the deep buried light within me
You were a ray which penetrated inside and made everything easy
You bear my temper tantrums
When I am angry on you
You bear my load of tears..
Which come out only when I hear you
When I cry…
You are my solace
When I laugh..
You are my wave of joy
But still I am not able to believe
That it happened
You entering my life as if its me getting into my wonderful life again!

The one I love the most...

When you entered my life It was a mere coincidence that we liked each other
Our thoughts met everyday
Our dreams put us together everyday

As if the aesthetics of life unfolded its beauty
As if the moon lit its light for our eyes treaty
Long desired wishes
As if got free from a great rebuke

A strange and mystic breeze
Came into existence
As if a dried out spring turned out running
As if a deep enclave of feelings burst out into a being

Watching a magnified image of our beautiful life
Appreciating the craftsmanship of the GOD in moulding your nature…
I stood in sweet bizarre,
Looking at you….growing into the one I love the most….

better luck next time!

i thought i would pour out the the words
lingering round my wounded heart
i thought i would spill the supersaturated cup of feelings
ready to overflow
i thought i would let the tears flow
from the resisted eye bowl
but i don't know why
i am not able to do anything today
better luck next time!

Disarm even the staunchest of the enemies....

My charisma.......my smile...... My perspective of life....my nature..........
Disarm even the staunchest of enemies!

My comforting words.....my compassion....
My love......my affection.....
Explores a new relation of humanity…

My eyes shining.....my attitude in bliss....
My gleam....my serenity..........
Induces a delight into others life!

My words are tendrils...
My heart is a bough....
My personality is untainted...
My individuality is placid....

My feelings are the softest rustle...
My songs the woven garlands....
My suggestions are silver; lamps...
My laughter the crispy, sweet medicine…

I travel on the mighty wheels of wisdom...
I take everyone walking on the pedestal....on its ride....
I am the venus of inner beauty
I am the breeze of amity....

Come! Let’s go on the speculation of stars...
Come! Let’s get into the shades of invisible but pious world....
Let’s come out of the self incurred tutelage...
Let’s speak of innovation....

Innovation of a new world
Where everyone can say the words above in confidence....
That...
My charisma...my smile....
My perspective of life...my nature...
Disarm even the staunchest of the enemies....

A new avenue....

Sweep me into the whirl of delightful pleasure So that I can embed into your life
Sweep me into the bed of roses
So that I can feel the softness
Sweep me into the lovely light of changing seasons
So that I can bloom forever





I am in search of a feeling
I am in search of a thrill
Give me the bizarre license of making you my own
Give me the overwhelming hug of your body's throne

Unabashed admiration revolves round my mind
My emotions go hyperbole instead of a dialogue
It never did die and never will die....
Your love in my heart is eternal till I die...


An unbroken monologue
An untreated feeling
A cajoled thought
A wheedled but blur way...

My life-size ego never let me burst
My tinted temper never let me open
I waited for your hand to hold mine
I waited for your breath to sludge into mine

My thoughts groaning
My cries creaking
I feel the difference
I feel the agony

Take me into your arms even if I don't ask
Take me into your embrace even if I wear a mask
This is not a smooth ride
Jumping into love is not a river wide

I know I am a complete misfit
Still I long for your glance
I know I am a strange creature
Still I am thirsty for that single joyance

I kept breathing the lonely air
Since years have passed by
Your words rooted in touch
Turned me to think love is going to be fair

My senses dying
My emotions flying
I am into the darkness whirl
Leave me with an awakened curl!

Let’s cross this distance
Let’s decide a venue
Come and hold me even by any instance
Come let’s explore a new avenue!

lIFE IS WHAT YOU MAKE!!!

there is a way for change everytime,

but we resist a change.





there is a route to reach the destiny,

but we fail to find it.





there is a lesson in every failure,

but we sit only to cry.





there is a long life to live,

but we care nothing for it.





life is beautiful, life has so much you can take,

life has so much to give,

life is what you make.

I spoke to myself..........

Uphill and all alone Sitting on the boulder
Chirping to my conscience
I spoke to myself

I had to speak and it was a need
I had to dig my inner self
I had to read my worth
I had to mystify my heart and that was a need

It was as if I buried my inner self
It was as if I am a stranger now to myself
It was as if I am going to restore few emotions
It was as if I am going to reconstruct my evolution

Winding up my whole present
Covering up my whole past
Sneaking into a new era
Somewhat familiar but strange too

My protest against myself
My rebuke against my own living
Even though the stream of my life was not running dry,
I wanted to innovate inside a new being

Even though not accused by anyone
Even though pointed out by none
I still feel a need to modify
I still feel a need to rectify

Insights into the working of my heart
Insights into the budding of my mind
Gave me a feeling of anonymity
Gave me nothing but an irony

Change the whole thing
Change the life style
Be an icon of spring
Be a reflection of optimism....came the answer!

Uphill and all alone
Sitting on the boulder
Chirping to my conscience
I spoke to myself

Passions of my heart....

those vibrations which take birth in the inner layers of my heart
end up in my scribble pad
i call them my poems
which go round the emotions
whirl up the commotions
representing every poetic move
every mood into those mad words
i call them my poems!

in agony
in joy
in woes and strifes
in merry momentum cries
i cling on to the tip of these words
i cling on to the game of alphabets
i call them my poems!

may be they can send me to my dream world
may be they can bring me back from the embrace of darkness
they germinate from the seeds of my thoughts
they originate from the streams of my feelings
i admit they are vague sometimes
i admit they are magical manytimes
i call them my poems!

they stimulate my world
they branch out my moods
they rave my pen to write what i feel
they are the passions of my heart
i call them my poems!

if u do sooooooooo

The woes of life
can make you more strong
if you can stand against them!

Problems which hit you like arrows
can make you more wise
if you can try to solve them!

Dangers on every step
can make you the icon of bravery and courage
if you can use your wisdom to cross them!

Situaltions which test your patience
can take you more closer to patience
if you can close the doors of impatience and vexup attitude!

Keep the courage and patience
hold the spike of confidence
take whatever colour you wish
from the rainbow of life!

we see a sacrificer everyday.......who is it?

We read about so many sacrificers all over the world... we praise them with thousand tongues....
we get mesmerised on the way they sacrificed their lives........
we are happy for them and feel proud of them.......
but do we recognize that
we are living with a sacrificer everyday?
who is it?
MOM.....who else?:-)

This is not done:-)

When love started rushing inside my heart, I had no option to switch myself to the other side…
I happened to be an island where you encircled me all around!

When feelings started evolving from this dry soul,
I had no option to turn it dry again…
I happened to be a sponge which was placed in your love waters!

When emotions started spilling out,
I had no option to stop them jumping out…
I happened to be a mustard seed being fried in your arms oil!

Hahahaha
Come on,,,,
Its not done!
You are controlling me!
I am a feminist but not able to protest against your actions!
Why? Why? Why?!

lets turn to eachother........

Lets turn to eachother with plain hearts
and peace of mind
plentiful of emotions
and a date of a kind!

we know inside
we have a glass inbetween
even though we show we abide
we fail to cross this glass so lean!

i can't break it all alone
need your hands too for it
then we can set a crown
on our relationships head to fil!

lets break it or break this bond
because its too unfair to keep it long
with misunderstandings piling its fond
and the "WE" standing on a road so long!

lets turn to eachother
with plain hearts
and peace of mind
plentiful of emotions
and a date of its own kind!

Let me shed these leaves of memories.......

Let me shed these leaves of memories....... from the trunk of my soul!
every tree may wait for the spring.......
let it be!
every branch may be thirsty for the little leaves to bud on it..........
let it be!
but I want to shed them away.........
I want an autumn
to sway on me......
I want a potfull of rain
to pur on me........
so that I could shed these leaves
so that I could get rid of these memories.......
let me shed them..
let me have peace!

I AM........

I am a river,
my flow is towards the sea,,,,,
I am a dreamer,
my hardwork is to make my dreams come true,,,
I am an unresolved problem,
my walk is towards the solution,,,,,,,
I am a moon in wane,
my run is towards the full moon,,,
I am a thrown out defeat,
my battle is for the victory,,,,
I am a forgotten past,
my walk is towards the present,,,,,
I am an unstable atom,
my aspiration is to gain stability,,,,,
I am a stressed emotion,
my path is towards the spilling tear!
I am an arrow which lost its way,
my search is for my goal!

MOIST SONG.........

silence moulded into ice and stood frozen and wet.. leaving a sleepless night to those desert eyes...
wings bent have lost their capacity to fight back.

as if the moonlight which can't cross the orders given...left itself into the embracement of the moon,,,
how can the earth get moonlight and how can the hearts of lovers bloom with its enchanting rhyme?
i wanted to ask,,,,,,,,,,but could not!

bloomed flowers got faded due to the fuming storms...
and can't be used for worship or for love...
i wanted to go against the storms,,,,,,,,,but could not!

the spirit has gone migrated to the woods and transformed into a hill rock.......
owing to the lack of helping hand...
i wanted to bring it back,,,but could not!

puddles of eyes had many oceans inside........which could not jump out....
even though the creeper is drawn out,,,,,,,,,,the root was deep inside..........
i wanted to shout that there is still a life............but could not!

feelings which had no shelter to cover their head...
sunrays which had no medium to get through.......
heads beheaded without a crime..........
individualities which were sculpted according to someone else's wish.............
bodies which crave for just one touch of affection.............
souls which were thrown into the nadir.........
greenery which erased its memories owing to someone's cruelty.........
living poles which walk just like boulders..............
peacocks which can never open their feathers to dance........

the moist song sung by the lives which live crucified inbetween the father sky and the mother earth!!!!!!!!!!
who can listen to these laments?????????????

Relationships,,,shallow and deep,,,,,

Human life is entangled every moment with these relationships!
What is there in these ships that everyone feel,
as if they are going on a different voyage in each relationship!
Sometimes they float,
sometimes they drown,
sometimes they are caught in a cyclone!
Sometimes they are caught in a lonely island!
There is something very deep in giving oneself into a relationship.

Relationships are many,,,
Many come from birth itself,
some are made when we grow up!
There is a beauty,relationships.jpg Relationships image by poohgurl571
There is a commitment,
There is a love,
There is am empathy,
There is something deep and something shallow in every relation we are "in" with!
We laugh with them,
we cry for them,
we are sometimes contented,
and many many times depressed,,,,
with our relationships.

But circumstances dictate them sometimes,
and situations serve their duties many times,,,
We just ignore the roots of every relation when we are in trouble with it!
We just ignore the future with "it"when we are happy with it!
We cling to the feelings and not to the impressions they make.
We cling to the commotions and not to the emotions they give.
Give some time for every relation,,,
whether it is a relation,,,,in family,in love or in friendship.
and don't run into conclusions when something goes wrong.
We are human beings and to err is human,
Cherish your best moments when in a confusion (with that relationship)

Let the waters of your relationships be shallow

when you are in a process of knowing each other. Let it reach the depth on its own,,,even though it takes long time.
Complexities are many,
but every relation is a God's gift,,,
handle with care,,,,,
"Need"is just a worthless word in relationships,,
Its the inner lovebackground.,respect,loyalty and empathy that helps you go on your sail......

EVERYDAY.....

Everyday is a dream,

Everyday is a dream come true.

Everyday is a fantasy,

Everyday is a fantasy turned to reality.

Everyday is a struggle,

Everyday is a struggle which strengthened you.

Everyday is a tear,

Everyday is a tear which made you weep and laugh untill it spilled out of your eyes.

Everyday is a luck,

Everyday is a luck which favoured you sometimes and ditched you manytimes.

Everyday is a love,

Everyday is a love you sprinkled everywhere you put your foot on your long journey.

Everyday is a lust,

Everyday is a lust for victory over many a wordly thing.

Everyday is a craving,

Everyday is a craving for identity and recognition.

Dawn till dusk,,,,,,,

Life is a walk,to attain many things

Life is a run,to achieve something.

Go on and take charge of the day,,,,,,,,

Coz its yours and yours everyday:)

FEELINGS UNELUCIDABLE.....

Feel like tears are flowing ,
and there is an ocean summed up around me already!

But could not find a single drop,when I search for it!

those drops are too heavy weighed ,

that they are not able to cross the bridge of my eyes,,,

Is it ego thats stopping me from shedding them?

Is it the dominance of individuality,thats restricting me from putting them down?

Lots of emotions shuffle my heart!

Lot of memories burden it!

Its too unnecessary and i know that,,,,

Its too stupid and I know that,,,,,

But still,i feel like pouring out!

May be i'm mad and I know that!

May be i'm too emotional and I know that!

But still,,,i feel like giving it a chance!

I've been beading a chain of beautiful expressions,

and suddenly found that,,,,they were all falling on the other side,,,,

as i forgot to put a hook to keep them together!

I'm lost into bewilderness ,,,

Looking into the lonliness,,,I found that I, myself is totally responsible for my condition!

But still,i feel like lingering in that darkness!

I'm allowed to do that!

Its too heartbreaking and I know that,,,

Its too heartaching and I know that,,,,

But still,I feel like sitting down there!

I can't get out of this situation nor I" wish "to do that!

I can't sum the beads together even though I wish to,,,

But still,I feel like looking blank eyed at them!!!!!!!

GET INSPIRED....

Procrastination is opportunity's assasin-so don't procrastinate on anything.No good is ever done by hesitation.
Putting off an easy thing makes it hard.Putting off a hard thing makes it impossible-so don't put any work off.Try to do it with all thy effort.

Free yourself from the pressure to be an innovator-eliminate performance pressure to go on innovation.
Everything we want-everything we want to do,learn,achieve and create-has a price and that price is time.

If u stay committed,your dreams can come true-so be committed towards your goals.
A goal gives you something to set your sights on,inspires hardwork and is a catalyst for success.

THE ULTIMATE MEANING OF LIFE...

one ambition,
one goal,

one dream,

one reality,


one aspiration,

one life,

this is all the meaning of life,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

one society,

one construction,

one bond,being together,

one organisation of friendship,

one help,

one shoulder offered,

this is the ultimate meaning of life,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

this is what i think friends!

have aspirations and aims in your life,

aquire whatever you want,

with your hardwork and will,,,,

have dreams,

and fulfill them,

with all your efforts,,,,,,,

and then,,,,,

look onto the society and think what you can do for it,,

lend your hand in constructing it,

give your help to the ones who need it,

give your shoulder for the ones who can get relieved by putting their head on it,,,

this is what is the ultimate meaning of life!

hope you all can agree with me,

and implement it,,,,

Why is it great to be a woman?!

It's not good to be a woman,but it's great to be a woman.we can't imagine,but everything in this world,is in the hand's of woman.
You are in a dilemma!whether to agree or not,right?



But it's true.

Mythology has not wrongly said that woman is an enormous energy/shakti.............

The stories of godesses we read,are not different from a common woman.........true....

Just,the circumstances are different.

I have heard so many woman say,"it's better to be a tree in the forest rather than being born as a woman".

It's the woman who speak so,who are helpless and make themselves helpless.

Let's see how,what i said is true and how great is it to be a woman......

A woman is has balanced state of mind,even from childhood.
She can manage many things on her own.
Her mental health is many times stronger compared to a man.
She can directly take care of her own health(but many women don't keep sometime for themselves,but they should)
She is always capable of making a beautiful,peaceful,healthy home.
She is that potential energy,which she can transfer to every member in her family.
It's true that god has given her the oppurtunity to give birth to children.so,she can do that.what's great in that?(many men say so)but do you what happens to a woman when in concieving,she not only nurtures her baby with her feed,she teaches the baby so many things,through her experiences,even in concieving state.the feelings,the experiences,overcoming the health hazards,the enormous affection towards the baby etc., can only be felt by a women.
She can manage many things at a time,which is a big task.
She can shatter "the glass ceiling"of injustice,humiliation just in seconds,if she wishes strongly.
She has enormous will power.no obstacle can stop her from doing what she want to(she knows that she can do,but gives utmost value to the family,so stops.but here u can understand the amount of value she gives for her family and surroundings.it's not fear,but it's the question of values.
Her love is shown through her feelings,her care&affection.
She is the root cause of the world's the very being,she is the gardener,who presents a beautiful garden to the whole world.
"A woman educated,is the whole family educated" is true.
Her planning for anything is most of the times perfect.
She can manage work and family in balance.
Her ability to make and influence decisions is always great(but she is not many times given a chance to prove)
Her beauty also counts dears,she has both inner and outer beauty.
Her state of mind affects the whole family.
She only can bring up children into good citizens.it's many/most times hard for a man.
Health of the whole family is in her hand.
She is the personification of sacrifice,love,affection and wonderful individuality.

That's why it's great to be a woman.

It's great only when the two genders mingle in a beautiful relation realising eachone's greatness and enjoying life.

Both of them should keep this in mind.

Measuring the depth....

Its like going on a voyage, Its like going through a mirage!
measuring the depth of one's own heart!!!!
is truely going on an adventure:)
The superficial layer is known to everyone,,,,,
and anyone can read it and accept it.
It consists of the normal feelings,
common emotions,
all the "arishadvarga's",
this is the layer,which is like shallow waters,,,
showing the natural tendencies and tracks!
No one ever tries to dig the mantel of the heart!
No one ever tries to discover the inner side of himself/herself!
No one ever tries to measure and explore the depth of the heart!
Digging earth's mantel gives the darkness,,,
Digging the heart's mantel gives unending,ever shining light!
U r angry in the shallow layer and u insist on it,
U know that,on what u r showing the so called anger,,,is useless and biased in the depth.
Ur jealousy don't let u sleep untill ur enemy fells into a pit!
U know very well that,u r the one who is actually falling in the pit,
in ur depth!
Ur hatred for the other person,needs no limit in the shallow,
U know it for sure that u r ruining ur own individuality in this process in ur depth!
ur ego is like the peak of the mount everest,which never wills to get down for anything,,,,
U know for god's sake that,its this ego,which is filling u with commotions and rejections from everyone in every situation,in ur depth!
Ur lust knows no boudaries untill u attain the so called "desire"getting fulfilled,in the outer layer,,,,
U know that,its just going to rupture the well built self esteem and social bonds,in depth!
U feel and boast that u know everything,,,
But do u know everything?everything that is right?
Everything that leads to eternal and ever sharing bliss?
U know not in thy superficial layer dear heart!!!!111
U know it beneath!!!!!
That's why we are afraid to measure the real depth of our heart!
But,once we try to go on this adventure,,,
It gives the utmost meaning for the human life.
It exposes the ultimate reason of our life.
I'm on my adventure!
R u dere with me?!!!!!!

look for it!

If the heart is a battle ground,
there will be a hospital in it,

which can heal the wounded hearts body,

Look for it!

There will be a medical shop,

somewhere in its corner,

which can give a medicine.

Look for it!

If the eyes are filled with and rolling tears,

there will be a napkin within the eyes,

to wipe them.

Look for it!

If the mind is blocked with dust of tensions,

there will be an eraser in some of its slots,

which can clear them off.

Look for it!

If your hope is covered with the fog of disappointment,

there will be a sun ray,trying to get in,

Look for it!

Everything is within us!

We just ignore our inner potential!

Every cure is beside the wound,

We just neglect the healing capacity of our individuality!

Look for "It"!

you'll find answer for many things