Solitude or loneliness? Which compiles an energizing “you”?

Solitude or loneliness? Which compiles an energizing “you”?

I dream the amber of togetherness!!!

An abstract feeling... Gives into ripples.. Don’t know from which palette it took its messed hues.... My spark..As though got blurred My tide...as though got ebbed Laying on cold bed of a nothingness I dream the amber of togetherness!!!

A LONELY FLOWER...

Chasing away your memories
Light air gets heavy with my sighs
Ruffles intensely to wither away my thoughts
This breeze gets tired fighting my agonies
I still keep cradling your feelings inside me
I still keep those vibrations sprinting
Radiance keeps its uninterrupted light passing on me
But I can see the unseen darkness lingering
I keep asking my eyes not to blur your image
Helpless they are….its the supremacy of the tears there
Autumn…..for the first time seems very eerie
Bliss keeps moaning to be thrown to a corner
Tendril wreaths hold their curls deep
Woven dreams shatter themselves like broken pieces of mirror
A lonely flower….I am now…into whom thunders creep
Withered and worn out…for some others error!

A birth on fire….

Breaking away the understanding thread
Between our eyes
Stealing away from your eyes…
How far can I run away?
It’s not working!
I am not able to bend the night’s bow
Not able to drill a hole into this ship…
Though tried lot to pull the chariot…
horses are not listening to me…
Failing to come out of your attraction
Failing to throw away the crown of the passion
Failing to release myself from your embrace
I am standing bewildered
Heathen fire too touches like a rose water pond
Snowfall too drenches me in burning desire…
Your magic…
Leaves me with the music of the plectrum lyre….
Your presence…
Kills me to give back a birth on fire….

THE HOURGLASS......

So long and wide So significant and beautiful
When I started my journey to ride…
It was welcoming me with a broad smile so delightful!

I was clueless and scared
My eyes had nothing but an entwined jeopardy
I was really trying too much to fill in the courage totally emptied
My heart had no vision of the future journey!

Holding dreams in my palms
I put my feeble legs into the path
I was floating in happiness
When my walk went so smooth !

Suddenly that open road started shrinking
emerged into curves
a new phenomenon took birth
that I should continue with all my energy reserves !

My palms pained with burden of dreams
When the wild waves of darkness hit me back
I had to use the survival gear to face those violent swoops…
Still I had to repair the wreck !

As if I was dumped in the hourglass
Couldn’t come out of that perilous situation
And when I was totally out of it,
Again life turned it up side down!

Then I came to know the vital truth of life
That it’s an hourglass you are fixed in..
Even though you batter yourself out….you are again inn….
So just enjoy your journey quirking in the hourglass :-)

comeback.........

I know it’s going to cost me something very precious I know its going to give me pain
I know I am going to be hard
I know my efforts to change you went in vain….

You say I am killing you alive
Do you know that I am dead last night?
You say your life is going to be miserable
Do you know how I cry when I see our bond getting miserable everyday?

Soul is what I call mine
Purely mine and ever shining
You asked me “how many levels should you cross to reach it”
Do you know how much it takes to break it?

I know I am hurting you
But you always make me stand in bizarre
I know it’s not going to be fine as I desire
But still there is a strong wish inside my heart…that you are going to come back!

Comeback my dear
Comeback to normalcy
I can’t see you like this
Nor can I go along with you

I am inside your heart….I know it’s a fact
But how can you pollute it when I am inside?
Think about me
Think about my pain…….comeback………I am waiting……….

నా స్వప్నాలు .......

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